Monday, August 29, 2005

So is it the end of me?

4:50 am. My body feels top heavy. I'm dizzy and drowsy. My fingers can't really respond to any signal from my brain anymore. Vision become blurry. Is this my limit? Has been sleeping for less than 24 hours total up since Thursday night.

I must.. at least... stay.. up.. for ... one... more... time.

Heck, you can take away my sleep. I don't need them anymore. Even if it means shorten my life span by half. I'm willing to do it. If it means to make me crippled, I'm willing to do it. The urge is stronger than anything else.

I've sampled the best and the taste lingers. I can find no others taste which can come close to that. Let alone equalling it.

This is not the last chance, or else, I hoped. (Because I always let chances slip away).

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