I'm a fool

Most of the things in life are easier to be said than to be done.

Dutch Lady fresh milk is just so hard to find. Even Jusco in BU doesn't have it. Phew.

I'm one materialistic fool who can't get rid of cravings for better things in life.

I'm selfish.

I'm shy.

I like to brag.

I'm crumbling...

My boring weekend

Ho, so fast, weekend is over.

This is one boring weekend. I must say.

I could not do the things I have planned before hand. Is it that I dont have enough time to prepare for it? Or I am just a failure? Ish.

Well, have a tough week ahead.

Ramblings

"I am craving for.. cincau.. and coconut drink" - I received this at 10 pm. Going insane, maybe? Well, I have weird friends.

Tomorrow I need to go to the office early. There will be new trainee reporting for industrial training. Gee, foxpro? >_< I dare not think about it. Hope everything will goes about smoothly. Oh well, no girls please. I'm scared of 'em.

I am already 1 month behind schedule, in my work. The project deadline is long overdue. Ish.... I got to rush.

I'm taking a cup of hot fernleaf milk now. Heh, trying to help myself to get into a sleep. Take care everyone. Have a nice day!

Leaving on a jet plane

The man who invented homework must be a real genius.

So, today I went to KL Sentral to see off one of my close friends, as he's going to China again to finish off some project. I wish I'm allowed to go too, but, fate is cruel in this aspect. Ah, I'm pulling in a healthy 2k per month in this current company, and I'm not sure whether I should continue working here or not.

For long I haven't been updating this blog. I am having some problems with myself. Been struggling with this problem since a long time ago. I can't see when I can solve it. Well, life goes on.

I'm an ultra sensitive person.. I'm concerned with feelings of everyone around me.. Unless I'm real tired at that time. So, I hope everyone can bear with me for the moment. I'm trying to accomplish something impossible.

Promise?

Have you all ever stop for a while in your life, and ponder, how did you get yourself right up to the moment you are thinking this. Last time, I thought I would look back on old memories and laugh, but I didn't know that, I would look back on some memories and cry.

Well, even if it is not a promise, after saying it and not doing it, is not really that acceptable amongst friends, or maybe it is just a problem with me alone. I don't know. My life is all jumbled up.

I'm weird

Empathy. Nice word. Great when you are at the receiving end. I cannot believe that there is actually someone in this world that would avoid us when we show too much empathy towards them. Is there any need for us to spend more time on such friends?

Why some people can just pretend to be our friends? Why do they act so well that even I can't really get rid of them in my life? Foolish me. I am puzzled.

Some people just love the crowds. Cool. I don't. I thought I was having some kind of anti-social behaviour. Well, my sociology lecturer told me that this isn't anti social. I can't find any other person in my life that doesn't like crowd. Guess I'm the only weirdo over here.

The best way to get rid of things, run away to somewhere far and start a new life again. Too all my friends, thanks for betraying me. I could never have learnt so much without you all. Muaks. *Kiss kiss*

Accidents!

It has been an interesting week for me, and all my housemates, I believe.

First, in my workplace, some unexpected problems which should have been fixed long time ago, occurred in the customer site. I could not comprehend how did the problem manage to crawl back to the surface. I thought patches has been implemented to overcome that. But phew, I've taken care of that.

Then, I had 2 flats on Tuesday, fortunately some good samaritans dropped by and lent me a helping hand in fixing it. It's good that such helpful attitude still exist in M'sia culture. Though physically there's not much damage to the car, my wallet absorb all the financial damage. I can understand how sore my wallet felt though..

And then, about my family, my parents have changed their decision somehow. It seems like they are forcing me to take up masters. I'm just lazy to entertain them nowadays, argh, I am feeling lazy to pick up their calls even. Ish..

Phew, last night, one of my friend got involved in a minor accident. Three cars pile up. Well, hopefully nobody was injured. It's not really a big deal though, just having a dented bumper and some minor scratches. Much much better than my previous incident which involved my neighbour's Honda.

Well, I better going for some food now.. a bit hungry. See you some other day.