Foxpro-ing

Good morning everyone! Finally, I messed up another week, and it's weekend again. I was too tired yesterday, sorry though.

I went to KLIA last night, to pick up my sister. Surely it was a long journey. It seemed to be even further on the way back. I kept on complaining that I'm going to sleep soon. ;) Hopefully there's no traffic congestion. I planned to take some photos of the scenery at night nearby KLIA, but then, my digicam was not at home! Ah, forget it.

Foxpro is going to kill me one day! Wondering how did its index become corrupted just like that. A table with hardly 1m records, was causing a fatal error in the application. I have been trying to figure out the cause of the problem since wednesday. Ish, I went to Microsoft website and they stated that it was some stupid foxpro problem, need SP (Service Packs) to fix it.

Well, in the end, I just zap (remove all the records) their tables and append it back from its own copy, after issuing an reindexing command.

I'm worried about all my friends.

I'm so dumb

I have made the worst decision in my life today. Sigh, I will need a long time to pick myself up and get going again.

This is dumb. I cannot understand it if there's someone actually out there who can say, "I have too many friends, new friends are not welcome." Sigh. I don't know. Although we have too many friends to handle, we can always spend a little time to talk to them and at least keep in touch with them. Even for acquaintance, we still say "Hi" when we meet them, and "Bye" when we leave them.

Alright. I'm in bad mood today, as no matter what I've done before, everyone in my life just don't know how to appreciate it. Or they are just right, I've never done anything for them before.

Am I thinking too much? Might be.

Nowadays I have a feeling of... killing that annoying someone who has been bugging me for 2 months now in my life. Although I might go to jail, I would help a lot of people to end their suffering as well. Heh, I'm EVIL.

I'm getting old

Old age has finally caught up with me. I get tired so easily nowadays. I woke up at 7 am, and even though I slept at 12 am, I am still so sleepy at this time of time.. *yawn*

I'm getting late to work. Better be brushing my teeth now. Take care!

Money flies

Problems.. Seem that they cannot just stop coming.

Spend RM 600 to fix my car today. Phew, that is eating into my brain.

I have a lot to worry about. Yesterday I was alright, today, I'm exhausted. I guess everyone feels down when they find out that their friends has been lying to them. Let it be.

I better indulge myself in something first before I start to worry again.

On bestfriends.

Remember, bestfriends, although you have plenty of 'em and they are close to you, you still need some other friends all the time. Don't hesitate to get rid of your bestfriend for good and get a new bestfriend as everyone changes. Some people just don't know how to treasure a simple friendship, they take everything for granted. If you keep on treating them as your friends, you are not helping them, you are only making them worse. Why not wake them up from their sleep and maybe they will start to learn how to treasure friendship.

Correct me if I'm wrong.

You cannot discover new oceans unless you have the courage to leave the shore.

Late for work

I'm tired. Hey, today is the first time I'm late to work in the company which I'm currently working in. Reason? I overslept.

So, all kind of phone calls are coming in thick and fast. And as expected, I tumbled off the office at around 2 pm, and when I reached the site, works have been piled up for me. Phew, great, I messed up even more things before calling it a day at the site. I took a superbly packed LRT all the way from Masjid Jamek to my house...

Tomorrow I'm going to another site straight out of my house, and later in the afternoon, I have to return to the same site as today again to finish up what I've started.

I'm not taking dinner. A cup of milo will do. ;) Asceticism helps a bit sometimes. But not too much. Always skipping lunch is too much. ;)

Better be filling up the kettle now. Take care everyone.

Boring life

Hey everyone! Although I'm sleepy, I'm glad that I'm back to my normal self today after talking to one of my close friend online. Thanks for spending the time to talk to me. Ah, friends is so important in one's life. I wonder why some people chose to become a hermit....

Probably I can't sleep early tonight as X is coming back from his convocation and well, for sure he has something to say, I guess. I'm sure that he was enjoying his weekend, judging by his tone of voice when I called him up just now. Maybe tonight we are going to have a yam-cha session. Gawd, I'll be dead tired.

I was at home for the whole day today. Playing some games that require no brain juice, and trying to figure out all the problems.. Guess that's all I've done in this weekend. Well, my life is just THAT eventful, what do you think?

Anyway, I shouldn't comment on my friends. Who I am to judge them? I, too, make mistakes every now and then. No matter which the path they choose to take in their life, acting as a friend, we should respect their decision. I don't believe that there's someone in the world that has not told a lie before in his/her life..

Ah, I'm emotional. I miss some of my friends so much at times, that I feel like crying when they are not around.

For sure I need some coffee to keep me up for the whole day tomorrow.

I'm gonna feel the wrath of the manager as I messed up the site's server on Friday. I'm scared.

Friends

Poof.. There goes my dinner with my bestfriend, Y. I thought of talking something to him. But.. it's over anyway. It is inevitable that our friendship would come to an end in such premature stage. I can't feel any difference when he is around, whether in China or in M'sia.

Is getting a gf for guys is so important? Nah. Not now.

I called up my another bestfriend, X, just now. He was way back in his college to attend his convocation tomorrow. I apologized to him for not being able to attend his convocation. I hope that he doesn't have any bad feelings about me. Well, I'm sorry. I feel happy with him around, and now that my friendship with Y is getting worse, I'm becoming more and more happy with X...

Life's like that, if you stop caring about one friend, how can you expect them to care about you?

Well, there's another friend of mine, Z. I've known him since a long time ago, although we are not that close at that time. It's weird that we can become so close in such a short time, why not during primary school, why not during secondary school. He's such a nice and understanding guy, you know who you are. We are the ones who were still cycling those "roller coaster" bicycle to school last time! Except for another of our common enemy, that FAT one, we used to be the only two who always parked our old clunky bicycles beside the computer room. Ah, certainly it is a pleasure of mine to have you as my friend now. I'm terribly in debt to you.

For sure I would still like to keep all X,Y and Z as my friend. I really hope so.

Phew, my sis has gone back to hometown. Hmm, as far as I can perceive, I don't see any reason for me to go back. I will only go back once I get my loan approved, my transcript from college, and when I have stopped working at THAT company which is going for IPO...

Layout problem

Ish, if you have noticed. My blog is not being displayed correctly. Some of the old posts, although it was posted on this week, just doesn't appear here. However, when you click around the links and all that, HEY, it's back. Wondering wut's wrong with it...

Hello all! This is sure a relaxing Saturday. I slept at around 2 am last night, woke up at 10 am! It has been ages since I last slept for so long. Weird, I seemed to wake up at around 8 am and sent out some SMS to the girl I'm obsessed with, but, I can't recall myself doing that. Ah, never mind that. Anyway, she woke up exactly at 8 am too.

After my breakfast, I just ignored the calls from one of my old friend. I don't know why, I always ignore calls from friends. It's no wonder that I have no friends. Well, I need to change, as usual..

Well, if you are pretending, you better be pretending real good. I hate my bestfriend, I can't bring myself up to go out with him whenever he's with his "obsessed girl". He is just a different person by then. Gawd.. Get a life.. Be yourself. If others cannot accept your real self, I cannot see how are they going to get along with you next time.

I'm sorry to someone who asked me to go out today but I just couldn't make it. You know who you are and I'm sure that you know the reason too.

Urgh, I'm hungry. Better be eating now. Have a nice day.. Promise to write more at night. ;)

Not going to office

Yay! My fasting period is over! Phew. I guess I'm feeling much better.

This morning I was stirred up by my sis, she thought that I'm going to work, ish, it's bad that we have to wake up at 5:30 am but there's nothing to do. Anyway, waking up early is better than waking up late. I ended up sending her to LRT station. After that, I dropped by one malay stall selling 'nasi lemak'.. It was raining, and I parked my car so far away. When I reached there, she said "Xia yu o.. Deng yi xia hui shen bing o.. " I was so surprised.. A malay! Speaking mandarin! Well, I bought 4 packs of nasi lemak neway, my house has a BIG appetite.

Everything else went on well, until 3 pm in the evening, when I was leaving olympia, I forgot to ask them whether there's anything wrong with the client side. When I reached home, they call me up and said they couldn't access their server. It was my mistake, but I'm just lazy to drive back there, so, I just tell them to pass the problem to their IT dept first, and I shut off my cellphone and sleep. Ah, ignorance is bliss!

After that in the evening, I went online to have a session of RO using my female priest. Dang, got caught up in a chatroom, and well, I hate lying, but have to tell them that I'm a form 4 student studying in CBN.. Can't blame me, that's the only skool name I can recall at that moment. Ish, I hope that there's nothing bad happening to anyone out there over this small lie...

I'm a bit hungry tho, and sleepy as well. I guess that my stomach would have to wait for it to be appeased. Sleeping is nothing less than a bliss too.

And, yup! I've found a way to put photo into my blog. Lotsa lotsa pics coming up.

Take care everyone..

Moving on

Good evening everyone, I have a date with Olympia tomorrow morning. I couldn't figure out the problem in office today, ah, probably have to depend on miracle to fix that problem tomorrow.

I'm going to miss my friend, Kong, over the weekend as he is going to Malacca for convo from Fri to Sun. Well, maybe I'm going down to his convo as well on Sun.

Why am I so obsessed with a girl that I hardly even know? Am I infatuated with her beauty or what? Hmm, what can I do to stop thinking about her? I've tried smoking but it doesn't help, I tried talking to my friends but they don't seem to be able to help much, my parents will never understand. *SIGH*. If I really like her, I'm sure that eventually I will start to hate her. So, how can I stop being obsessed with her before I start to hate her?

Me and Shung are trying to knit back our old friendship.

I am ignoring my parents nowadays.

Short post

Hi everyone! Is it illegal to blog during work? I hope not so. Since I can get online during my working time, why not put some time into blogging, logical, isn't it?

I'm so sorry to everyone whom I've spoken to last night. I couldn't control myself, I must admit, it is all my fault. Patience is what we must always have. And keep in mind that having friends is more fortunate than many things else. Geez, why am I looking forward into having a gf so much? Probably being possessed by devil nowadays. During my 4 years in college, I've never ever really interested in any girls. Weird eh?

Here's some insight straight from my heart. Do not hate your friends for what they have done to you, most of the time, it is ourselves who had done those things to them first before they do it upon us. Think, before we act. Making friends itself is not easy task, well, I have read an article, an organization in US has conducted a survey, and most americans have 5 or 6 bestfriends in average. Any more than that, probably you need more than 24 hours in a day. We must respect our friends no matter what they do. Friendship itself is rewarding, therefore do not expect anything in return. Love your friends, I'm sure that they will reward you back.

Ish, the internet is unstable today. I better be off. See ya guys! and gals.

Trip to OLB

Yes.. I got back home early from work. I left Olympia at around 3pm, there's an accoutant who caught up with me at around 2:50 pm, she told me that their balance sheet.. got some problems. I thought it was a small problem, so I went over to her seat with her, oh well, on her desk, there was a stack of balance sheet and P&L's since year 1998 until now. It appears that she has been trying to generate the balance sheets and P&L all again from the starting point. I asked her wut's wrong, so, she showed me, the balance sheet figures are all messed up! Generate for the 1st time, net profit = RM 16000000, using the same data, generate for the 2nd time, net profit = RM 12000000.. After that, squeezing whatever left of my brain, I conjure up some kind of absurd excuses, and phew, I managed to slip out of her grasp.

How can I work in a company that even I have no confidence in their software..

This is a bad day for me.. My prospect ignored me, the girl I'm obsessed with, seems to be in bad mood. I wish I can cheer them up.

Dinner

Time flies! Yup, I just got back from dinner. Eating at the local hawker centre... 7 people, but due to mathematical reasons, we ordered 10 glasses of ice-tea! Very full.

I'm a nerd

Ish.. Noo.. Programmers are having the lowest pay in the market in M'sia.

So, Euro 2004 is over. But the nightmare still appearing my dreams.. how did France manage to do that.

Just got back from work today, look at the time now. I have just been through a terrible traffic congestion, bet it's one of the worse ones in KL. Took me 3 hours to get from PJ to Setapak.. I'm exhausted.. Looking at too many exhaust pipes.

Anyway, it's time for me to assemble my 1/144 scale Gundam again.. It's a ZGMF X13A.. Providence! That's the baddest of all in the Gundam Seed animation.

Nowadays.. I'm feeling much better. Not that messed up anymore. Anyway, I'm going for movie tomorrow, gotta post some review here after that. Uh.. I better write more tomorrow. Sleepy now..