Got shot!

Hey.. For sure I can't meet the deadline anymore. So, what's the reason for me to work now?

Last meeting, my boss told me, "You think you are good enough in VB? You think you are good enough by just writing this program?" Well, if I am not good enough, why doesn't he get rid of my arse in the office, fire me, and get someone else. Why does he trust me with this project? Why? Haha, I know you're just talking cock, you old tart. Shoo.. now go fetch the newspaper.

I'm leaving anyway. I can't learn anything from this old tart anymore. He knows nothing about business. All the investment he has made, failed. He has experience, but he doesn't learn. He doesn't treasure his resources. He thought he can simply hire anyone out there, haha, sometimes you just don't know what you'll get, life is like a box of chocolate. I can learn more by just working in starbucks or something.

He thinks that I can be satisfied easily, well, I have been working on Saturday and Sundays since 5 weeks ago, that's 7 days a week, more than 70% of my time are in the office. He never came to the office on weekeneds before. Heck, if you're a boss of a company with just 6 workers and you don't even know that your workers are so hardworking, how the hell are you going to manage a company with 100 workers?

So, what am I suppose to be doing? Still writing that pathetic program for him? Argh. I'll do it in my own pace. Lalalalala../

Bla bla bla

The best things in life are for free! Look around you, without your friends, your siblings, your parents, you wouldn't have been yourself today. Different people would enjoy life differently, all of the would be spending the time doing the things they like.. Except for those who don't have any choices. 7:05 am..

The generation gap between us and our parents is too huge to be filled. Probably we would have a different way of thinking from our parents. But still, when it boils down to the end of the day, experience counts. No matter how independant we like ourselves to be, we still need the guidance, or maybe a few pieces of advice from our parents. But it's just plain hard to deal with stubborn parents. Is there a medicine to cure stubborn people in this world?

Some people don't solve the problem as long as it's not their problem, some people will try to solve it as long as it's a problem. These two different types of people, I find that, they can't stay together in this such a small world. That is how friendship began and that is how friendship gone.

I still have one week of dumb programming to do.. somebody.. HELP!

That's it, talking too much in the morning will have bad effects on the body..

Learn to survive

Life is like a box of chocolate.. You'll never know you'll get.

Life is not a turn based strategy, nobody will win by making the first move. Life is good at first, because people started to become greedy, then they changed. Once they change, it's hard for them to turn back. Even harder than being drug addicts.

They say we must learn to kill before we can survive.. But for me, I rather kill myself than to become one of them...

It's done!

Yay! All screenies are done, by around 7 pm juz now. The official receipt allocation part is soooo tough. Updating 3 tables for more than 10 times in a row, select, delete, update, select, delete, update... I'm feeling a bit.. dry...

I don't understand why do some people give up so easily. I can't see any other explanation, other than, LAZINESS. Instead of all people that are evil, those lazy people should be sent to hell in the first place. Even since stone age, they knew it, God only help those who help themselves..

Ah, I'm feeling good. I promised my manager I can do it within 1 week, and I did it! Yeah! Next stage, MORE SCREENIES! I'm dying.....

My bestfriend's birthday coming up. I bought something.. kinky? Haha. Anyway, it will look nice on him. I must charge the digi cam first.. Can't wait for that day.

Man U 2 - Arsenal 0!!!!!!!! Shock of the day... Haha. But still, I don't think Man U can go far this time... Just plain lucky...

Argh, I'm getting fatter.

Ian the walking dead

I feel like I'm one of the walking dead.. Cursed to plague this land of greed and corruption for eternity...

1 more screenies left. Wait, this is just the first part, second part coming next week, and I have 12 more screenies to go. This is just the starting.....

Not to say I am not putting enough effort in it, I did put some effort, but not all my effort, since it doesn't worth it. It is not something that can improve any of my skills, it is not something that can help others, it is not something that can be done by a SINGLE person.

Desperately, I guess I've been holding on to this ledge for too long, time for me to try grabbing another ledge...

Same thing

Afternoon now, two more screenies to go. It's so hot outside, but, as usual, I believe that it will still rain in the evening. Sigh.

Dumb codes... I have been working 7 days a week for almost 5 weeks now. And I guess, I'm pretty worn out. Together with the translation work, and I'm still actively looking for job. Ah...

Nothing much to write about. For one month now, I have been rotting at home every single day, or decaying in office. Feeling like finding someone to talk.. but everyone seems like so busy.

New system!

The deadline is looming closer, and, look, there are 5 more screenies here. Any help would be appreciated. The interface is easy, and the logic coding is a bit hard. I do not think that we will manage to meet the deadline.. Even if we meet the deadline for the data entry part, there are still reports, and the third party sms application, heck.. what is that?

I have less than 48 hours, and 5 more screenies to go. I plan to sacrifice my sleep tonight. Uh... no choice.

This is what we get when we try to deliver a full blown inventory system with membership capabilities within 3 weeks time with only one person.. Anyway, it is indeed a good experience.

By the way, to all my friends who blogs, hope you dont mind if I flood your comments and chat box with unintelligible ravings sometimes...

Currently listening to... Bellefire - Say something anyway

Strange Windows 2003 problem

Wee.. using firefox on Windows 2003 now. Can't really surf the net using the secure browsing experience IE 6.0. One thing for sure though, it is faster when I'm using firefox to blog. You should go and try it too.

It has been raining in Kay L for the whole day now. It's flooded, wet, and slippery everywhere. I saw a 3 car pile-up just near the junction in front of my house. Ah, dont speed when it's raining.

Well, no movie for this week. The MLM project deadline is next Tuesday, and I have at least 4 more screenies to go. Sigh. Have to work over this weekend.

Life is good. But time is just too fast for us to catch up.

Limit of blogger?

Is the limit of blog posts that blogger can keep track is 90? There's a figure stating the number of posts I've made is 90, for almost 2 months now.

I don't think that I can go for movie this week... With so much work left to be done, and since nobody wanna go, so, I guess it's good to save up once in a while.

Bourne Supremacy is .. still alright. Julia Stiles was given just a small role, ish, she appeared much more frequent in Bourne Identity. But most of the casts are still there, weird, I couldn't find the suspense and excitement which I've encountered when I was watching the first episode. Guess too much of the same stuffs is a bit boring.. I'm pretty sure that there will be a third episode..

Anyway, I heard that another episode of resident evil is going to be released on 2006, but we should be able to see new indiana jones by next year, and pirate of the caribbean too... *drool*...the almighty Keira Knightly..

Well, I have to start preparing for work now. Take care then. Muaks.

On blogs

Ah, for quite some time I haven't been blogging. So sorry bout that. My work is eating me up. Hum, I really have to work my ass off for this new project. Very very hectic schedule.. I might even skip lunch for these few days... I will be bringing along some bread.. ;)

All those bloggers who are being hosted on blogspot, do you know that blogger.com is going to be taken over by Google Inc? I read about that article last week, bet by now, blogger is safely in google's hand now. Blogger CEO mentioned that, Google is a terrific company, hum, we shall see on how they are going to manage this new acquired asset...

I started to notice this blogging things when I was in form five. The first ever blogging site I have ever bookmarked it in my Internet Explorer, was, http://www.mija.nu.. She was one of the pioneering camgirls.. Wearing skimpy clothings.. posing in front of webcams..

Now? Camgirls clones are everywhere in the world, they are going to take over your bookmarks, your internet, your penis, and finally, your wallet.

And then, I stumbled upon some kind of blog by a student in MIT.. That is one funny guy who travels a lot through out the state... Wow, what an energetic young man.

After looking through some of the blogs by local KL guys and girls, heck, I decided to start my own too.

And so, here I am. Well, in case you got lost, I was just taking a little trip back to the memory lane..

Rainy days

Rain rain go away.. come again another day...

It's so cold in the office today. Brr. I feel like sleeping. As usual, the FA problems continue... I see no sign of ending.. heck, I couldn't even see the beginning.

Poof, there goes my plan of going for movie tomorrow. Who's fault? Mine!

Identity theft sure is interesting.

Looks like olympia is having a misunderstanding on why I havent been there for 2 weeks now. Hope they are not mad at me. Argh.

Anyway, I'm still going back to s'wan this weekend. A lot of things is troubling my mind, need something else to cool it off. I hope I can be as ignorant as all of them.

Ramblings

Finally, a great weekend came to an end.

Hey, I might be going back to hometown on this coming weekend. Ah, for so long I haven't been seeing my parents. Hope they are doing fine. The trip gonna take 4 hours, to and fro would mean like 8 hours, and I plan to go back on Sat morning, and come back on Sun afternoon. It will be quite rush.. But, this is working life.

But before that, I still hope that I can catch up with Jason Bourne this Wednesday, fancy of going to Midvalley again tonight? Anyone? Hum, probably I gonna drag Kong, or even my beloved Monyet along.

Craving for pop-corns..

Well, it's time to start my work! More and more colleagues are reporting in. Just hope it won't rain in the evening. Til then, take care.

Movies time

Argh! Jason Bourne is at large! Help help...

Well, I hope to catch up with him next Wednesday! Yo, Kong, interested in another one? Hehe. Come along now, the more the merrier. Anyway, I didn't get to eat my popcorn this week. *hint hint*.. somebody still owe me that..

Guess I will have to work again over this weekend. I gonna draw out a flowchart to show the current flow of the MLM, and try to figure out the relationship between the databases. I will be using the printer heavily tomorrow.. Hope it won't conk out.

To those who are reading this now, hope you all will have a nice weekend. Go out and enjoy yourself. Take some fresh air is always good for our body.

Muaks.

Work on Sunday?

The world is not enough.

Phew, finally, it's almost time to go back again. Hey, isn't it a bliss to have internet access in office almost 24 hours a day? Urgh, I can't survive in this world, if there is no internet.

Life has been bad for me today. I called up Olympia this morning, and guess what? I got scolded. She was complaining that I haven't been there for some time already. Ish, I just went there this Tuesday, and she expects me to go there within 2 days time? I don't work for Olympia, I work for my company. Oh well, just gave her some lame excuse, and hang up. She called back in the afternoon, but I didn't pick it up, coz I'm on the way to a meeting, probably can't make it today anyway, I will be calling her back tomorrow.

I went to some sort of a briefing today, we are going to take up a software development project, for some kind of MLM software. It is supposed to be confidential, I don't know how confidential it is. Hum.... It seems to be tough, probably I gotta spend more than 10 hours in office per day to finish coding it in one month's time.

I have no idea on where to start, and how to start..
Probably I'll simply pick a place to start and see how things go then..

I'm hungry..
Hope to go for KFC tonight..
Hum..

Movies

Resident Evil: Apocalypse!

It is not a bad movie after all, watching some chicks busting zombie's arses. The big bad guy, nemesis, and super human, alice, and the normal police, valentine, and some other cool hunks around. Lots of actions.. although the movement is a bit blurry at times.

As expected, the outcome is predictable. The good thing is that, at least they took the time to explain how did the virus outbreak started.

Dawn of the dead is much worse.

Hey, I would go for a second one if possible. It is nice. And I miss out on the beginning.

Ramblings

Life is suffering..

Yay, a new face for my blog. Phew, beek tweaking it since early morning. Finally, it's done.

Hum, I'm feeling bored.

Still have tonnes of text to be entered into this dumb system.

Anyway, I'm supposed to go for movie tonight.
I hope everybody will be enjoying themselves.
It is kinda risky when there are some strangers joining in a group of close friends.

Hey, if you didn't notice, there's no more tag board.. I just can't make it somehow blend into this blog. If you have anything to shout about, just use the comments feature on the bottom of every post!

Ramblings

Yo, dudes, I'm telling you all. If you have a problem with me, come around to tell me, face to face. I'm a pretty good listener, if I'm free, that is.

I don't like to lie, just that sometimes I don't simply say out my feelings. Sometimes I just have the mood to share all my problems, sometimes I don't.

Ah, when will we be moving? Desperate...

Tired

Yo, hi everyone.

I went to office today, late at night, around 8 pm. It is very very dark, and scary though. Nobody is there. I left as soon as I finish my job.

Things has been going from bad to worse..

Somebody gonna be feeling quite miserable tomorrow.
hum..
Nooooo...

Work work

Geez, I'm still in office.

This really dumb system, need some time to patch it up. I could have done it weeks ago, but constant bugging from Olympia, Micasa and ChWilliam is driving me mad. And I have to do translation work at home later in the night.

Fuh, is life after education all about work?

Hopefully I have some mamee here to accompany me.. Junk food. Yummy!

Friends

Friends come and go...
One best friend is more than enough, two is really squeezing the life out of us, three is probably beyond our capabilities to handle them.. four? You must be kidding.

The person who told me this, used to be my best friend. Too bad she is in another part of the world, and somehow, we seldom talk now, and I guess it's my fault.

From my own experience, if you want to have more than one really close friends, please make sure that they don't know each other. Again, if you burn one with love, hatred will be growing in the other one. Well, I've experienced this over and over again, and lose many friends along the way, do you guys or girls have similar experience before? Mind to share it?

Worn out

Phew, it's 2 pm in the afternoon now. I'm pretty worn out. From 9:30 am til now, I've just managed to key in 3 pages of stupid cash book entries.

8 more pages to go.

Is it in my responsibilities to fix these accounts of this dumb company I'm working in? Why do they suddenly have to close their accounts all of a sudden..

Something is wrong..

Geez, when only can I quit..

Kelly clarkson~

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway

Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I loved
I'll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway

Hum, I'm going to office again today.
Have to figure out the solution no matter what happens.

mRO

Work is eating me up! Wait.. Hey, isn't that happening to everyone?

Finally, advanced 2nd job is here in mRO, my wizard became a reddish pink magician hitting poring with dagger. Well, all is good, except, why red? I wanted to become blue. Ish....

The job changing place is in Juno palace, some guide wrote it as Juno library. Shoooot, I spent 2 hours looking for that Book of Ymir in library. That's it, more and more people are writing guide just to confuse us.

Weekends coming! Probably I'm staying in the office to do some job. I have this account to clear up, and a special request from the accountant to clear my company's account up, she's cute alright, sigh, I always fall into their trap.

People say we get wiser as we grow older.. I don't feel ANYTHING at all.